Efficient

"What's life?" Whatever you make it baby. What about running outside with a knife and stabbing the first passerby? Just think, you've got all these choices that could eat you in the space of one breath. Fuck You!

What if I did it? I can destroy both our lives at the same time. Far more efficient. So my life is worth destroying and yours isn't? You value yourself that little that my life has more value to you than your own and therefore it's there to be broken? Is the life of a stranger worth less than that? ( Fuck You ) .... Well .... Isn't that at least telling you how I feel? Yeah. And I didn't even know that.

See, here's a knife, Well I just want to go out and use it right now. Even on yourself? Why not! Would you stop me anyway ( FUCK ) So your just going to wallow in your hate filled passion, drawing emotional blood wherever there is a soft naked tenderness to be found. Here, let me stand up, remove all my clothes and scream abuse at you at the top of my voice with my eyes closed. Why don't you try the sharpness of that blade on your own thumb, before sticking me with it....

1993