Decide

Not doing anything...

Now

Last night I thought about you

And then I changed my mind

Didn’t decide at all

Saw it all as darkness and light

Together, one, the same

It just wasn’t you

And I didn’t know how it really was

Except I wanted to ask you

How did you stay away?

So far, so long...

I was here

I was close

I heard you

And you... not knowing

Can’t decide why I thought of that

Except that you were there

Not here

There...

JULY 1995